By Aarayna Sambyal
with all the courage i can muster
i block every single one of them
my friends, and him- the only ones who truly love me
but what does it matter for,
when I’m destroying them mentally?
i forget everything they do for me
make myself the victim
i think upon how difficult my life has been but don’t think about how difficult i’m
making everything for them
they tell me they love me, they don’t want to leave me
but what if I’m ruining them?
i can’t be happy for them
because i lost my own charm
i get mad too often
but oh well, how can i not be?
i guess i really am my father’s reflection after all
and when they hug me tight and promise to be there for me,
i wonder how can someone ever love a pathetic human so endlessly?
i cry and i cry wanting to do nothing with anyone
but deep down the little girl inside of me wonders what went wrong
is it my fault for being too damaged that I blame it on others for not being able
to fix me?
but what can they do when the glue keeps finishing and yet the broken parts
cannot become stable?
what do i do if everyone who loves me keeps getting hurt?
By Aarayna Sambyal
Amazing work loved it!!!!!!💓
so good!
So proud of you!!🫶🏻
Loved it
Touched my heart