By Suryanjali Jha
When you can’t keep her right and blame her for choosing her freedom, doubt her love, and bashing her badly with bitter words,
Bring her past trauma to whitewash your character, which you call love.
For you, love could be a man doing whatever he wishes and a woman to tolerate.
You were not there on her overthinking scary nights; you are self-centred where one can abuse her but not you.
Living in her happy moments is fine to be a normal friend, but what about in her days when she needed you the most?
She has revealed all her secrets and all her cries, which you used as a weapon against her. Is this your definition of love?
She has faults and flaws, but haven’t you approached her first, promising her a lifetime?
Hasn’t she let go of all your mistakes, which you never accepted to be your fault, but blamed the situation, making her understand your texting to random people and your girlfriends?
She never turns her head to any other man yet you blame her every day for making connections,
Maybe it’s your upbringing, but where is the fault with her?
II
You brought her to the same exact place where she was before 4 years, and you are sleeping peacefully, while she is struggling to take a 20-minute nap by herself.
You call her mental for reacting to your behaviour, and you know she has gone through a lot.
Slapping her for crying, which she can’t control, is this your love?
And she, the idiotic woman, still wants to understand and pamper you.
You have taken the best of her, drained her completely, and the next day you are sorry, sorry for what man, for making her an alive dead body?
And when she turns cold, you are blackmailing her and turning the table in your side by blaming and complaining as if she is the reason for your cheap behaviour.
Is this your love?
III
And now she is fed up of being alive but death is not near her, she too has responsibilities to handle, unlike you who has no goals but only to attract other women and have a relation,
Why can’t you just now leave her alone and stop chasing her under the false definition of love, she has loved you from all her heart but now she can’t even walk, eat, or breathe properly, during her most precious and crucial time you are letting her fight her own battle alone where you are enjoying the company of others, is this your love?
Go ahead blame and expose her and defame her in front of everyone as you have snatched all her friends whom she shares feelings with, what you want this question strikes her in mind 24*7,
She has no idea what to do next,
She just wants a person to talk, or she wants to go to her grandmother who is in heaven,
She is tired, please don’t come back, let her be, and she will eventually find her way.
By Suryanjali Jha
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