By Iba Mahin
I wish I find you,
Someday ,
In a way I got you before,
Small, fragile and vulnerable,
And it could be the first time again,
That I hold you in my hand.
The way you filled the void,
In my heart,
The way you made me,
Happy before,
With your little furry self
And tiny paws ,
Because I hate to admit ,
Since you left
I don’t feel the surge
Of life anymore.
Because, truth is ,
I am not capable of
Loving anything or anyone,
Like I have adored you ,
And I know nothing can
Make me feel the same ,
The way your mere presence
Wiped away all my pain.
How to let go of the pain ?
I feel every time I see things around ,
Which reminds me of you.
That bench in the park ,
I can smell your scent on it from afar ,
That little abandoned house ,
Still reminds me of the way
You walked in there close to me
Side by side,
Like the best of pal.
No, I am not capable of filling
The void
Your absence has created in
My heart.
And there is no remedy
For these embedded scars.
How do I erase you?
From my memory,
When you have been the,
Most beautiful existence,
Of my life’s journey.
And I swear I won’t lie if I say
I’ll wait for you till eternity!
How do I let go?
Of the most selfless angel,
That illuminated my life,
When I was surrounded by
The darkness and negativity,
Of the worst kind.
Dear wingless angel, you came
Like an oasis in the deep dessert,
After I was exhausted after walking for the miles.
The way you used to look at me
With those big beautiful eyes,
My sorrows used to vanish,
By your mere concerned sight.
But now, as I stare into
The deep oblivion night,
I came to realise,
That you are no longer
By my side,
And I feel the
Stinging longlines inside.
Dear wingless angel,
I searched for all remidies ,
To heal a broken heart,
From absence of beloved pet,
(No, that’s too formal,
A daughter as a cat in disguise )
But I failed to find,
And your absence has left a completely
Shattered me behind.
Yet, when I am shattered
By the challenges of life,
I feel your presence around me,
Lovingly cuddling and spreading positivity.
By Iba Mahin
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